So everything is everything right now. I totally missed my doc appointment to get the last bit of blood drawn and i feel bad, but not bad enough to head out to let them steal blood from my arm again. i have tons of pain in the crease of my arms from when they TRIED to take blood at least six times either at the office or at the hospital!! even when i go to the trained phlebotomist, they still have to try at least 3 times. "oh u have small veins", "r u being difficult today?"-these are the phrases i can do without for the rest of my life. I will probably go at some time, but im sure my levels are zero, they were 14 the last time they checked. since that time ive had a period and dont have any of the other preggo symptoms that I was having. the last to go were the sore boobs! LOL!! 

Now i just need prayer and encouragement, though i have faith, additional support from my family and friends is always helpful. According to the doc I have a peak 6 months to try to conceive, which i will try my best to do!! : D     At least i can ride my bike again and i guess i will get on tomorrow but not for a long time because the engine gets hot and im not 100% yet. SOOOO, here's hopin for sore boobies and morning sickness!